Times are changing. This year has been a whirlwind of growing experiences and life changes. It is coming to a close and as the seasons change I think about what this year has been. Soon, I will have two sisters several states away from me, one of them married. I will be finishing my first semester as a college student and will be preparing for a possible summer long trip across the world. This isn't easy.
I have seen the amazing works God has done for me this past year and I can only imagine what He has in store for me in this next one. It is strange having your life pulled in so many differnt directions. Yet, still knowing God to be your constant. He is never changing. He will always give us new revelation but, He will never take one away. God will always be growing and so will we.
I had an eighteenth birthday a few months ago, and suddenly I don't want to grow another year. I am tired of this changing. The college years are such transient times that I just want to take a break and kind of go back to home. To my room, and my sisters (when we were all in one house), to my friends.
But, I still want to move forward. Recently, I have been so confused as to what my life at college will look like. God is seriously impressing upon my heart that He is my delight. I had a rough couple of days starting this new semester, Still, I need to focus on Him and depend on Him to be my delight, to be my joy and my almighty provider. I love His faithfulness, even through this struggle I am finding joy and excitement each day.
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