Sitting, waiting, wishing.

I read Psalm Six and Seven on the beach while I was camping. I sat underneath these amazing stars. It was so powerful to be in the presence of God's creation in that way. So, I'll tell about that. But, first Psalm Six:

"Be gracious to me, O Lord, for I am languishing. Heal me, O Lord, for my bones are troubled. Turn, O Lord, deliver my life; save me for the sake of your steadfast love."

I could keep going because I love each line more and more. My bones truly are troubled. I honestly do need healing so my eyes and mind are set on Jesus.  I love him, and knowing His great love for me heals me some.

In this Psalm, I find strength. David's faith  in the Lord's faithfulness gives Him strength to rebuke his enemies. He is able to stand against them when He realizes God is hearing Him.

God gives strength, he is our true rock.

So, about those stars. While I was sitting there on the sand experiencing the nearness of God I started wondering. Does the Lord trust me with His kingdom? Does He not always answer because I am not yet pruned to do that good work? So, I sat looking at the magnificent stars, realizing the incredible universe that is filled with them. I am I responsible to continue the work of the hands that created that? I can't fathom the reason that God trust us, but it feels good to know that He thinks me worthy of it. But, really that sky was incredible. I wish I had had pictures.